Wednesday, June 22, 2005
haha

Hmmmm... I feel so sick now lah... i want to say something that nobody will understand. NO ME SIENTO COMO IR PARA EL CAMPO Y APENAS DESEO FUNCIONAR LEJOSLEJOS DE GB. Y HONESTO, DESPUÉS TANTO DE ACONSEJAR, DESPUÉS DE INTENTAR GOZAR DE MI TIEMPO ALLÍ, NO HE PODIDO TERRIBLE VER Al LADO POSITIVO Del GB. INTENTÉ, REALMENTE INTENTÉ. PERO TODAVÍA FALLÉ. DIOS, AYÚDEME POR FAVOR.
And i really do feel sick. I have bad stomach cramps the whole day and they wont go away. (btw i'm writing in on tuesday). And i still have to go to Little Guilin at BUKIT BATOK?! eh that's where mr ong lives! whee! Hi mr ong, i really missed you! It's gonna be a really REEEEAAALLLLY long MRT ride. But i'll get to see places that are so far from home. like jurong east, and bukit gombak, blah blah blah...
The worst is that after tomorrow night's Air Supply concert, I'll be going to GB Training Camp. Idiota, cómo lo temo. How am I going to do drills with my horrible knee?! Since I was a baby I've been living with the abnormal growth of my knee cap and the doctor said something like my knee bones are out of place. AHA. No wonder i've been spraining my knee almost every few weeks. So annoying! When i jump too much, i sprain it. When i run too much, i sprain it. When I sleep in an awkward position, i sprain it the next morning. And when i was doing drill once in GB (during roll call)... i banged my right leg and i felt my whole knee twisting. ouch it was so painful but i'm quite used to it.
I have this good friend in NPCC in a school in Bedok (NOT GORDON LAH, GORDON IS IN BADMINTON) who has a condition that is much milder than mine, and he is exempted from drill. Hehehe... Recently he went for an operation and now he's much better, but still on crutches. The doctor told me two years ago that I should undergo an operation. The process is frightful. They're gonna place metal pieces in my knee and make it NOT go out of place... eww.. and i was told that recovery is long and much more painful and i have to do physiotherapy regularly. Should I do it, or should I not?? Cómo muy es confuso...