Monday, June 30, 2008
get a move on.
Grarrrh I seriously need to get a move on. Okay, so CO saikang is more or less over, except the final quotation for both prog booklet and chuida shirt, sometimes getting caught up in all these stuff just makes me wonder whether I made the right choice of agreeing to become chuiguan SL, especially after realising how much time and sleep the job can actually cost you. Oh well. Still, it's kinda fun, and chuiguan is relatively cooperative, so that makes it alot easier and happier (:I really should be sleeping now, but I just feel like asking myself so many questions that I doubt I myself would be able to answer completely 100% truthfully.
I need to stop getting caught up in things and catch the focus back. Like in Sec One. I suppose as you grow older life gets very much more complicated, and even though it doesn't seem like it there are things that are forever like 20-tonne weights that weigh your heart down and sometimes make them plummet deeper and deeper when the weights pile up on top of each other.... Until one day, your heartstrings snap and you go totally berserk and wild with a kind of fury that even you yourself can't understand..................
Dunno.... Just need to work on getting focused, I guess. : /
Octeopus rambled on and on and on, on
12:03 AM.
