Saturday, May 17, 2008
birdbrain rules the world
there must be something seriously wrong in my life.there must be something(s) that's not going my way.
or for the matter of fact, not going in the way anyone would want to.
shoulder-deep in a pile of manure (because i don't wish to swear).
struggling, clamouring to get out.
but all i'm grasping at is air.
air,
the thing that sustains me but unfortunately probably fills 80% of my brain, therefore accounting for the gargantuan forehead i have.
This is so frustrating.
I should just go and join forces with the karang guni man.
I know where I went wrong, but am I ready to change?
Am I ready to get up, keep my head on and start getting a move on?
probably my (academic) life lacks consistency, discipline, perseverance and a hint of luck.
Which is what I really, really, really am dying for now.
Goodbye.
-wait. this isn't the end.
Still will be blogging the normal happy impish octeo way, but as I've told people like valsoh for the umpteenth time, this person will be forced into social recluse mode (no msn except when urgent, and for only max 1hr) and the consequences for defying my own rules will be very, very, painful. self-administered punishment. It's not like I'm going to drop my entire social life or anything, just that I'll be alot stricter and harder on myself from now on.
God bless and all the best to me. wheeheehee. DAVIDCOOK<3