Friday, November 07, 2008
get my drift?
dang. I'm supposed to be asleep by now.you'll have absolutely NO idea of how difficult it is to drag your butt up to bed, no matter how tired you are. Unless you've been in rg for uh........ four years?
i've been thinking.
i've been seriously thinking.
Why the blazes do I keep this blog anyway?
Three simple reasons.
1) VENTILATION from all sorts of frustrations.
2) PUNCHING BAG
3) OUTLET FOR HIGHNESS.
hmmm I don't think I'm exactly a very reflective sort of person. Maybe not on a public blog, but someday, if I get an lj I'll friendlock it and post the real juice all up there. Not that I'm two-faced or anything, but hiding stuff's still better than putting it all out for the entire world to see. And that's how utterly stupid I've been. How I was under a blissful impression that blogs are just like those battered old journals with the key-holes that are sitting in my room- secret.
How dreadfully wrong I was.
Mmmhmm. Carried on foolishly for a while, then learnt it the hard way. Now it seems so surreal, as if it all were just a sort of blurred image in my mind that just forces its way into existence because it has nothing better to do. +_= Now you see it, now you don't. That's probably the whole reason why my posts have been changing alot.
And when you choose not to remember it, it all just comes back and fills your brain with things you really don't want to see no more.
Octeopus rambled on and on and on, on
12:04 AM.
