Thursday, October 09, 2008
it sucks to be me
you think it's easy?i know you do.
Forget the good stuff.
Remember the bad stuff for eternity.
It's something etched in and can never be erased.
but why?
why, when i'm not perfect in your eyes?
perfect?
truth is, nobody is no matter how much they try.
edit:
edit: cleared of all charges. there is nothing left to be angry about. everything's forgiven.
but i seriously need to learn abit of anger management. getting angry with my pesky cousin during chinese new year's been such a routine thing (for um let me see five years?) that i've learnt to live with it, even enjoy it. yeah it's sad but it's become an indispensible thing in my life. This year there wasn't any anger during CNY at all 'coz the family went to bandung to celebrate, and when I came back, that anger just wasn't there and there was such a horrible empty feeling.
Ohmygosh i'm turning into an angry MONSTER.
which just goes to show how impulsiveness is such a tsk thing.
will talk about nicer things like netcarn and SUPERBAND tomorrow. :)
Octeopus rambled on and on and on, on
6:07 PM.
