Thursday, October 30, 2008
every calorie's a war
just for a body.some body.
any body.
as long as it's a good body.
maybe it's because i'm not trying
no
i am trying
not trying hard enough perhaps
not a matter of being able to do stuff normally or not
shouldnt even be comparing
but what?
you try, and try, and try.
why doesn't it seem to work?
this is the biggest try.
if it doesn't work, then what?
condemned to be fat for the rest of my life?
perhaps
or perhaps not.
we shall just see.
ima gonna show you.
gonna show you
gonna show everyone
gonna show the universe
that cellulite doesn't own me
that it's not about to control me
or ruin my life
i will own it.
farewell was really good. thanks guys. will blog more about it tomorrow when im in the mood. but not now.
Octeopus rambled on and on and on, on
10:00 PM.
