Saturday, April 01, 2006
rock climbing
I can't do rock-climbing...No matter what I do, I can never clamber up that hateful rock wall.
And TWICE during the assessment, I got the two harder walls. Mushmaha and I need lane 1 on the rock wall! It's the only section of the wall I ever managed to successfully climb up.
Sometimes I wonder what I'm doing in rgs.
What am I doing in rgs, when i'm a math failure?
What am I doing in rgs, when I can only get a borderline pass for higher chinese?
What am I doing in rgs, when I'm not good at many things at all?
Why, in the first place, did I even think I could stand a chance?
How did I get in through DSA for language and arts?
I'm really annoyed with math! I know I practised, but perhaps I didn't practise the right way? Fortunately I've got a super nice math tutor now to enlighten me in this complicated subject. Humanities... I haven't gotten back all my humans test papers yet, but I hope I can at least get 6/10 for history, and at least 18 for geography. I worked so hard to improve on my humanities, especially history and geog... Everytime my family went out on weekends I would bring along my history and geog notes to memorise instead of bringing my gameboy. It would be a real crying shame if my hard work doesn't pay off.
Well at least my parents are very supportive. Mum and dad reassured me for the umpteenth time that they didn't care about my results, and that they were very proud of me no matter what kind of results I produced, as long as they know i've done my best. Thankfully, my parents don't really pressure me a lot. In fact my mum only asks that I get good grades for English, because I'm a English DSA freak. I'm going to work as hard as I can to pass maths and get a distinction for my piano performance cert... i know i can do it... because hard work will definitely pay off one day, sooner or later.
Octeopus rambled on and on and on, on
12:23 PM.
