Saturday, December 22, 2007
worry.
It's weird.Maybe I worry too much, or i'm being cautious or even paranoid or something. The -um- predecessors don't really worry much, or so it seems, but here I am getting so uptight about stuff which aren't as worth getting alarmed at at all. All those stuff coming together one by one, and that incident which recently came to my attention just hit me that you don't just take up such a role so readily and so blissfully unaware, you actually have to learn it, accept it and be very very sure about what you're doing.
In private, or among those really close to you, things that you feel you shouldn't have done can be forgiven, forgotten and cast aside after a while.
Now I have to be super careful with what I'm doing. Very hardly any second chances that'll just conveniently float past for you to pick up like those crazy flyers for flat rentals and tuition centers.
Worrying really doesn't help anything. People can ease your worry temporarily, thank God for them, but I guess most of the things i worry about aren't worth brooding on. Rather just let everything take its course. Which is what i'll do.
And amidst all the fun there is something to think about each time- like what you're doing and how it's affecting everyone else and yourself and stuff like that. Whether you've been too quick in reacting, or not listening to the other side of the story, or just seeing that glimmer of hope at the end...
I don't want all of this to end, it's sort of like a test, it's fun.
Hakuna matata. : D
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Octeopus rambled on and on and on, on
10:51 PM.
