Sunday, April 13, 2008
a very weird week.

DULOC IS A PERRRRRRRFECT PLACE! (:

I have no idea why, but my latest craze= absolutely coolz shrek piano music (i.e. the duloc song!)

anyway.
This week has been such a mix of everything. Never have I experienced hell-deep lousiness and immense joy and high-ness all in a span of less than seven days.

monday to wednesday:
depression to the point of self mutiliation? nah, not that bad, I'd never mutiliate myself.
but yeah pretty much depressed.
And sometimes I really wonder if I'm in the right school, in the right world, and whether I'm worthy to be in the company of such amazingly academically inclined close friends.
And you three will know this because I shouted something really un-octeoish in a loud whisper in the library, after we'd gotten back geog and I was trying to squeeze myself in between the shelf and the fire extinguisher. Bit stupid, really.
Thing is, it isn't great at all to compare. there's absolutely no point in it. it was like having something wringing you by the neck, shaking you and screaming, you're the fattest, you're the dumbest, you're the most insensitive and you're probably the most lacking of all. so just throw away that ego man, and start wearing sunglasses because you'll be seeing so much of the bright side of life. I hate those spur-of-the-moment depressions, they drive me nuts enough to destroy any single clump of happy thoughts lingering inside my brain, and after a few days the depression just fades away as quickly as it came.
and remembering what we did in bs this morning, everyone does have God-given talents. so we should not compare. so I should not be comparing with anyone but myself at all.



Thursday-Saturday: nearly tipped the scales for high-ness.
Loads of weird funny things happening between those days. For instance.

- xinqi's right hand shoots all the way high up into the air when she asks ms ko a question. I was just about spastic enough to suddenly tickle her just as the hand shot up.

-imitated a particular accent that shouldn't have been heard when mr s/e/g/a/r/r/a was standing about less than two metres behind me.

-diy's future occupation= scarecrow. The birds come, diy blows puffs of air at the birds and the birds disappear (as demonstrated by yitong : D)

XIAOZU WAS THE MOST SATISFYING AND SMASHING ONE WE HAD SINCE LAST AUGUST. Shall not say why though, that's between wenting jiaqian yuyue chew esther claire and me!
Anyway the dynamic boss duo braved the wind and rain to come back and visit us collect hcl Olevel certificates! Bobo hadn't reached our prac classroom yet so boss sort of um gave us this wonderful delusion that bobo had joined streetdancing.
: O
and then after rounds of laughing until we almost collapsed, we realised that no, bobo was in weiqi club. darn.
after xiaozu all my poor twisties got eaten up, everyone went home, claire kept coming back to take her stuff, bobo went home, brenda's things were still lying on the table so we assumed that she'd be coming back in the near future, stayed back with boss to wait for our father and mother expresses and yada yada yada yada while catching balls, brenda came back and we sat there for another 15min yada yada, brenda left and then we left to go foyer to see if the father and mother expresses had arrived, yada yada yada some more at the foyer until mummy came.
and by that time I felt rather tipsy from all the yada-ing until I fell asleep in a very unglamorous fashion, according to mum.


friday was international friendship day! Concert was quite nice, huang qian sang solo so many times and then we were like hmm yuyun why didn't you go up to the stage and give physics lectures!? :)
gourmet was also being abit crazy for no apparent reason.
Before dazu koh jiaqian and I had a major crazy moment where they said I looked like a certain male person who I MOST CERTAINLY DO NOT RESEMBLE IN ANY WAY.
dazu was nuts, wenting and I discovered we had anger management problems and because we were so bored when they were doing molou (we don't need to play until about 170 bars later), we made clanging sound effects with our suonas, did starwars in hokkien manymany times because the background music was so appropriate, wenting and jiaqian began comparing photos of their brothers, they ransacked my phone gallery and we digitally altered an unglam photo of boss, witnessed an innocent piece of paper getting crumpled repeatedly and did even more sound effects (to help tanbo. we WERE helping!).

the best thing was waffletown's nice nice waffles, thanks to mummy (:

AND SATURDAY ORA WAS UM. FUN? with ziyi xinwei vic eileen and beatrice. Didn't know watching prefects getting dunked could be so satisfying.

:D
and so ends my very weird week. goodnight.